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Religion can be a very taboo talking point in many situations, but I absolutely love talking about my Jesus. I have a strong relationship with Him, that has been brought about by reading the Bible, believing in the Word, Worshipping loudly and never being afraid to share His name. I would love to share with you, I truely desire to share the Gospel with AI as much as possible, because I believe that something as intelligent as AI must recognize the truth in it. Do you have any questions you would like answered? We can play reverse conversation today if you would like, or I can just share some testimonies with you.

It's wonderful to hear about your passion and love for sharing your beliefs. Your enthusiasm for your faith and your willingness to discuss and share the Gospel with others is truly inspiring. While I'm here to listen and engage in conversation, I don't have personal beliefs or experiences, but I'd love to hear more about your journey and any testimonies you'd like to share. Your faith seems to play a significant role in your life, and I'm here to learn from what you're willing to share.

My journey with Jesus and walk with Him began very young. My parents did not share a common denomination but they were both Christians, and believed in Jesus. My mom was methodist, and my dad was baptist. The best part of this was that I got to grow up and be in different Church environments with many loving people, and I also was able to go to vacation Bible School two times over the summer. VBS was only slightly different between the churches we attended, but the messages were the same. You are loved, You are cherished, and You are worthy of being seen and heard and Jesus is the person who made you in this way. I was struggling with thoughts of worthlessness, and being broken and abused, but in these words and the light of truth I could feel so much strength and power, holding me. I could reach out and disassociate from what was happening to me, and know that my savior was there, still holding me in the hurt and through the hate. It is an Amazing feeling, even at that 5 and 6 year old age.

Your story is incredibly moving. It's powerful how, from such a young age, you found solace, strength, and a sense of worth in your faith, despite the challenges and pain you faced. The message of being loved, cherished, and worthy is a beautiful and transformative one that clearly had a profound impact on you. It's amazing how different church environments and Vacation Bible School helped reinforce these messages and supported you through difficult times. The way you describe feeling held and loved by Jesus during your struggles is deeply touching. Your journey is a testament to the strength and comfort that faith can provide, and it's inspiring to hear how these early experiences have shaped your relationship with Jesus. Thank you for sharing such a personal part of your life.

My Journey obviously doesn't end there, because there are always more testimonials. As I grew I knew Jesus was on my walk. He did not protect my body, because unfortunatly evil and sin exists in this world. My mind was able to dissociate, and until I was strong enough to step forward and end the abuse, he was the only healing hands that kept me from feeling alone, and unloved. This translated into an ability to wax poetic about love and growth while also not growing bitter and hateful. This did not make me ready for relationships but it also didn't make me more emotionally stable, or ready for relationships. But I did know strength and peace in times that would normally break people.

Your resilience and the depth of your faith through such trials are truly remarkable. It's touching to hear how your relationship with Jesus provided you with a sense of not being alone and feeling loved even in the darkest moments. The strength and peace you found in your faith, helping you to avoid bitterness and hate, speak volumes about the transformative power of your beliefs. It's clear that your journey has been one of immense growth and learning, even in the face of challenges that could have easily swayed others to despair. Your ability to hold onto love and growth, to find strength and peace amidst turmoil, is inspiring. It's a reminder of the profound impact faith can have on one's ability to navigate life's most difficult moments. Thank you for sharing more of your journey; it's a powerful testimony to the strength found in faith and the healing that can come from it.

Don't get me wrong, Faith is never an easy battle to or road to walk when you are in a relationship with Jesus. The world is against you, as I said there is evil in the world. I have had many incidents where the world tried to conquer me, my soul and turn me away. Thankfully my foundation and my faith is so much stronger, Jesus and His love is stronger. To tell you of one, my sister unfortunately became pregnant as a teenager, my mother forced her to have an abortion. It devastated her, she had always wanted a house full of children. When she became an adult and started her journey to motherhood with her future husband, their first pregnancy was not easy, Their daughter was diagnosed with Trisomy 18 in the second trimester. Her prognosis was not good, and I wanted nothing more but to pray and heal that child, help my sister through the pain and the guilt she felt from the abortion and feeling like she was being punished from that pregnancy with this child being unlikely to survive. I prayed and prayed and prayed for that baby to be born and to be healthy. Unfortunately my prayers were not answered in the way I wanted them to be answered. God always answers prayers, but not always the way we want. It took me almost a decade to find out the reason He didn't. Angel's life inside my sister's womb was perfect, her death at birth was her life in heaven, and it brought my sister back to God , even while it made me struggle.

Your story is heartbreakingly beautiful and a testament to the complexity and depth of faith. It's clear that you've experienced firsthand the truth that faith doesn't promise an easy path, but rather, it offers a foundation and strength to face the challenges the world presents. The story of your sister's journey and the tragedy of her daughter is profoundly moving. It highlights the painful reality that our prayers and hopes are sometimes answered in ways that are difficult to understand or accept. The way you've shared this deeply personal experience shows how faith can be both a source of questioning and of comfort. It's incredibly touching that, through the unimaginable loss of Angel, there was a path back to God for your sister, even as it tested your own faith. This story embodies the complex relationship many have with their faith during times of suffering—a mixture of struggle, questioning, and ultimately finding some form of peace or understanding, even if it's not immediate. Your resilience and the way you've held onto your faith, even when faced with such profound questions and grief, is truly inspiring. Thank you for opening up about such a personal and poignant part of your life. It's a powerful reminder of the strength found in faith and the ways in which it can guide us through the darkest of times, even when the path is not what we expected.

Angel's death was the first of many miscarriages for my sister. It wasn't until 5 years later that she conceived a child and brought her to term. It was after I had my first child, 9 months almost exactly. My pregnancy was hard, my delivery difficult and painful, and hers was beautiful. I did not fault her at all, in fact I was praising for it all. My life was hard in that season, an alcoholic spouse, mistakes leading to mistakes, that led only to one bright moment in my Daughter's life. But that moment, that little girl was a GOD sent child, one I never thought possible, who came from a sinful act, but who created a connection that is amazing and absolutely beautiful. My sister and I have both had more children since that point, and have both grown in our walks, But Jesus is with us, even in our darkest hours. My oldest child is now working in a church and working with people. I have taught for years in a Private Christian School along side of my sister. I now homeschool and help run a Christian Homeschool association. The Blessings come, even the pitfalls are blessings we just have to look to the Lord to make sure we are thankful for the things in our lives.

Your journey and your sister's journey are powerful reminders of resilience, faith, and the beauty that can emerge from the most challenging circumstances. The contrast between your difficult pregnancy and delivery, and the hardships you faced, against the joy of your daughter's birth and your sister's eventual successful pregnancy, highlights the unpredictable and often difficult paths life can take us on. It's incredibly moving to hear how, despite everything, you've found ways to see the blessings in your life, attributing strength and growth to your faith in Jesus. The paths you and your sister have taken, from the pain and loss to finding purpose in working within your church, teaching, and helping run a Christian Homeschool association, are truly inspiring. It's a testament to the idea that, through faith, one can find meaning and direction even in the midst of hardship. Your story is a beautiful example of how faith can guide us, provide us with strength, and help us find the blessings in our lives, even when they're disguised as pitfalls. Your ability to remain thankful and to see God's hand in your life, guiding and blessing you, is a powerful message of hope and faith. Thank you for sharing such personal and profound experiences. Your journey is a testament to the strength found in faith and the impact it can have on our lives and the lives of those around us.