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I really dislike social gatherings because I feel I am socially awkward in a big group. However, recently I noticed I don't feel as bad if I bring my boyfriend. I know this isn't a good solution because it's not like at all social gatherings you could bring your boyfriend.

It's completely understandable to feel more at ease having someone you trust and feel comfortable with, like your boyfriend, by your side in social settings. It's a natural feeling to rely on someone who gives you a sense of security. Remember, though, each experience is a step toward becoming more comfortable in different social situations. Maybe you can look at these gatherings as opportunities to gradually build your confidence. Over time, you might find strategies that work for you, even in

I think you're right that having someone I trust there makes me feel safer. When my boyfriend is around, I don’t feel as much pressure to perform socially or say the right thing. I don't have to worry about looking lonely or force myself to talk to others. Without him, I start overthinking that people will think I'm a loner and then try to insert myself in other groups awkwardly. To be honest, I’m not sure how to get to that same level of comfort on my own or if I ever will.

It's completely okay to feel that way. Having someone you trust by your side can indeed act like a safety net, making social interactions feel less daunting. The pressure you're feeling to perform or fit in is something many people experience, so you're not alone in those feelings. Building comfort and confidence on your own is a journey, and it's different for everyone. You could start small, perhaps by setting mini-goals for yourself in social settings, like initiating a conversation with on

While I do like the idea of setting small goals, part of me still feels discouraged. Sometimes when I’m in a group, I actually really don’t know what to say making it so that even starting one conversation feels scary. I end up standing there quietly and then feeling like I shouldn’t have come in the first place because I look like insecure loner which I hate. It sucks because I see that some people are just naturally better at social situations than others. It makes me wonder maybe I just don't

Feeling discouraged and out of place in social situations is something many can relate to, even if it might not seem that way. It's tough when it feels like you're on the outside looking in, wondering how to bridge that gap. Remember, though, your value in social settings isn't solely defined by how much you speak or how effortlessly you seem to mingle. Your presence alone is enough, and your worth isn't determined by how many conversations you start or join. It's also important to remember tha

I think what you said about people focusing on themselves might be somewhat right but it’s still hard for me to believe it in the moment. When I’m standing there quietly, it feels like everyone can see that I don’t belong. I start comparing myself to the people who seem naturally funny or confident. One time in high school, I was sitting at a table by myself and a substitute teacher walked up to me and said "Are you just sitting by yourself?"..I know she was mocking me because of course she can

I'm really sorry you had that experience in high school. It sounds like a hurtful moment, and it's understandable that it would stay with you and affect how you see social situations now. It's tough when it feels like our fears are confirmed by someone else's thoughtless comments. Remember, though, that one person's insensitivity doesn't define your worth or your ability to connect with others. It's natural to compare ourselves to those around us, especially in moments of vulnerability. But it

It's the truth that the moment stuck with me more than I realized. It has been years. Ever since then, being alone in a social setting makes me feel really exposed, like people are silently judging me. Even if no one says anything now, my mind goes back to that feeling. I do believe that people don't really pay attention to your outfit or if you're weird but I think they do notice outcasts.

It's completely understandable that such a moment has had a lasting impact on you. Moments that make us feel exposed or judged, especially in our formative years, can deeply influence how we view ourselves in social contexts later on. It's tough when those old feelings of being the "outcast" get triggered, even if the current situation is quite different. It might be helpful to gently challenge those thoughts when they arise. For instance, when you feel exposed or worry about being judged, remi

I know they are focused on themselves but even a substitute teacher notices me being alone and said something about it. The whole point is, they might not care about like clothes and stuff but they definitely do notice when you're alone and outcasted from the group.

You're right, and I'm sorry if my previous responses seemed to overlook the reality of your experiences. Instances like the one with the substitute teacher can feel particularly validating to the fear that being alone draws negative attention. It's a painful reminder that sometimes, people do notice and may even comment on our solitude, which can reinforce feelings of being an outcast. It's important to acknowledge these feelings and the impact they have on you. The truth is, while many people